Puff Daddy/Faith Evans/112 - I'll Be Missing You

deceive not my heart

when u have love…

understand it is with all of your heart

with all of your soul with all of your mind

concerns and dreams are all about love

it can be molest it can be taken for granted

it can be take advantage

sometimes love can used against to fool you

not once but many times when the heart had allowed.

too much love can cause pain in the heart

that made it numb and feel exaust

when the love learned that the heart can be tired

it rejected concerns and defeat the love

the love will be silent in the rest of the heart

and its the mind rule

when the heart love only from a distance

free moral choice

every life story has written made

by our own plan and descion before we started to life

sometimes evil comes our way…

it was permitted because God gave us freedom

how we rule our life.

angel’s cry

Life has ups and down but sometimes life has been so unfair to me that most of the time i was always in downfall and hardship[ maybe i only had not seen and forgot what a beautiful life i have in the near future. I dont believe in fairytale instead i believe in God that im so afraid and have a strong faith i Him but this dark clouds in my life has seems no end. its a simple thing that fell into nowhere though i have laid it in prayer. You wouldnt imagine how painful it was to be always rejected and turned down. I want to ask why but to whom? I feel that i cant go on any further.It feels like the world was closing the door on me. This life couldnt be this hard if i only have had a good things in life to remember. i was always on failure almost makes my hands tied upon filthy lucre. I fell ito pieces and despised my lil guts to go on. It was just a simple wish that have been a roots of grief moreover its hard to see those prescious of mine i cling on are slowly devour by world transgressions and deceit.Overwhelmed by my circumtances beautiful tricks occured to my mind that God was seems ignoring my situation and turned His back on me. Im almost begin to think of God as distant untouched by my sorrow. I asked to myself what have i dont wrong, where did i go wrong how bad have i been, was it wrong to abide right things in life? Anxiety, anguish, anger threatened to crush m y spirit nevertheless throughout of these i closed my lips and have swallowed my tears, my bitterness, my frustration i have just think perhaps this wish i had couldnt keep me on His will and grace. I keep in my mind that God has a plan and deeply touched by mine back breaking situation because Jesus shed tears too He hasnt forgotten how and whats like to be a human but for now i only say " God im still holding on and believen…."

dear friend

i like u because
you know how to be silly
you could be corny as well as iam…
we fool around the same way all the time
if i go away then u go away
or if i stay home u send me a postcard
you just dont say…well see u around sometime bye!
if we find two roses…you give me one
if we find four roses you give me two
if we find only three we just keep looking!
i like you because everything that happens is nicer with you
you are my gem….
thank you friend,

my endless love

so long that ive waited for you. to come into my life
and i found you as a morning breeze. i guess
youre just all my dreams come true.
when youre lost or down and you seem in the darkness
and theres no one there to be found, ill be there
holdin out my hands for you
coz i could be just more than a lover…i will be also your
bestfriend.
if someones gonna flirt with you, just play along
i wont think its wrong. i will be your everything remember?
whenever you fall for someone new…ill b the one who set you free
thas how much i love you….

sa aking ina

i have the love to keep
that i wouldnt let it to be violated,
coz my love for you is sacred
but it sad u didnt know that because ive always tear
your heart apart
i always to be a thorn in your way
and if ever broke your arms i just keep
lookin as if theres nothin happened
whenever u slipped away then
iam the one who laugh first and the moment
you talked about love and dreams
i close my eyes and turn to sleep
however u never gave up on me
youre still my shed in storm and breeze
you could be my arms as well as my feet
a someone who i can depend, a someone
wholl keep listenin and believe
but if it was you who need a shelter and shoulder
ive let you down i go on my way
without taking look back how sad
i was makin things rough on you
all the times to hide real me that behind grinin
is the loving me i may never
seem to make u happy but did u ever know
that youre my all alone aking ina
i wanna give you all the richness within this world
to make your life unmiserable
holdin back the years chance for ou to escape
from this cruel world and night long coming
if i could id catch the falling star to shine on you
as you walked to a path that sometimes bend
did u ever know that youd become the only reason why
i exist? let the time tell how much i cared
for you aking ina….